First of all, let me tell you that I saw chat logs and all your writing while being on the server.
Let me tell you that In terms of server rules and common sense your name is not acceptable as nick on our server, same goes for your statements such as "I Raped my parents". All of this is not amusing to us, and to the rest of server population, therefore I will lift your ban but only after you explain to me your previous behavior and reasons for it. The line " am truly sorry for all" is not enough to get your ban lifted. Because your behavior was really deviant, not to mention your nick (who would like to call himself/or to be called a pedophile?) so I need to make sure I will not pardon you, only to ban you on another occasion.
Keep in mind that If your explanation is not convincing enough you will remain Perma banned for 1 month after then you will be given a chance to post another unban request.
Thank you for understanding, this is the thing we must do to keep server clean from malicious players, so we need a prof you're not one of them.